Anyone get stuck and not get out of it? If we are on this board I'm guessing no. But I feel suck, like I will never improve. I have some hope but I feel it's all just a lie to keep me trying. Do we ever actually get better? I watch this board, some say they do but then I see it crash again. The nature of the illness. Does everyone with this illness go through worries that it won't actually get better? Is that the nature of the illness or just one of my symptoms? My therapist said "you might not get better and that must be really scary" YES it's scary, especially when you put it that way. I think she meant well....trying to connect to me. I'm reasonably stable, (I think) maybe not. I don't know *cries*..... is right now as good as it gets? I don't know.
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