I'm a lot better right now. Not great but if this is stable it sucks. I feel like it'll be crash and burn, rebuild just to do it over again. There are many things I'm grateful for and have improved. I've kept rent and utilities paid for on time for 3 years. We've lived in the same place for 3 years. That's a record for us. I've had a full year without hospitalization. So in ways it does get better but it's never average.