I realize that music touches everyone but I think some more than others. Ever hear a song that makes you feel anxious and sick to your stomach? I am listening to a song on repeat (one I would share but it is so Biblically passionate I know it will trigger many). Anyway, the last time I lived this song I was FILLED with religious delusions to the point that I would wrap myself in this song and passionately stomp my feet. It is a song that is so deeply moving that it is hard to leave it's beauty. However, I don't want or choose to leave it alone. I know this is a strange post but this just makes me feel strange and set apart. Like music on its own can make me sick. Anyone else ever have this experience?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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