well, dont forget the pressures you are under.. it would exhaust a grown man in the prime and stride of his life..

yes, happiness is missed when we feel this way... as a suggestion, dont spend too much time trying to understand happiness.. just let it be..

apathy? yeah, theres a plague of it in the states... cause we're overwhelmed!

we're all under pressures.. reminds me of some social atmosphere's ive read about in history... people become more and more pressured, like the water behind the crack in a dam... then, something gives.. i hope it gives soon...