Music has the power to lift me up or tear me down. People have used music to talk to me in horrible ways too. You are right that it effects some of us more. About 18 years ago I was hospitalized and I told the doctor "music has a way of making me go off the deep end" the therapist seemed to understand and I thought he never would. There are 2 Sinead O'Connor songs which really hit me in the feelz when I'm feeling persecuted. I will listen to them on repeat and sing them non stop. So I feel ya Cash. (((Hugs)))