[QUOTE=Jennifer 1967;5663093]This post has tears running down my face. I wish you could see you the way I see you. You're a Rock Star!!! There's no failure there. It's like h*** has been nipping at your feet for 30+ years and you keep kicking it in the face. What stronger person could there be? Not only are you in pain but while you're in pain you're trying to help others. No failure. You're great and I'm very grateful to know you. I know the reality of the illness and it's progression. ...still makes you awesome.

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I am blushing.
Thank you, Jennifer.

Most of the time, I can only see what I haven't done or where I have fallen short. I'm feeling a lot of that right now, which may be partially affected by the depression.
I think you are quite special, Jennifer.
I am glad you've joined in with us. It's fun and enlightening -- an all around pleasure -- to have you posting here. You're so heartful, too!
In Appreciation of You,

WC