I just spent some time verbally self-abusing. When I calmed down I emailed CW to ask if she could see me again this week. I doubt she'll be helpful, but white-knuckling through Cymbalta withdrawal is going to end up with me hitting myself over the head with an encyclopedia or something worse.

Eta: and while I was at it I sent my lawyer an email asking how much longer will this divorce take? Seriously, I have not heard from him since 2/28. Skyscrapers get built in that amount of time.