I just need to get this out, because I don't know what would happen if I don't...
I got into a bad fight with my mother, and before that, I was feeling like a wreck physically and emotionally.

I'm already feeling kind of in pain from surgery. Everything was going normally until last night. I won't go into it all over again, but I mentioned that I had a scary experience with pain medication in combo with Seroquel....
I have nobody, so my mom had to help me deal with that and stay with me since I was scared. On top of that, I have a toothache where I had a filling yesterday, but it's hurting, and now I don't know if it will lead to a root canal. I worry so much when it comes to all of my doctors trying to get them to coordinate where it gets hard to determine where to begin. I am feeling pain, but also emotionally, I am a mess.

I understand my mother is under stress, but I had a meltdown in front of her out of worry. She says I don't respect when she needs time alone, but I could not help bursting out in tears. She came at me aggressively (exploding), and she gets very scary when angry. She looked like she was going to attack me. Then she made sarcastic comments towards me. She doesn't even know how bad I am hurting emotionally and physically. At one point, she said she doesn't even care. I apologized for my part, but she doesn't believe me. I wish she owned up to her own mistakes.

Sorry, just needed to vent. I am in tears. I honestly do not know what to do to feel better.