I think my inner views are in line more than my outer ones. I've heard beautiful smile, shiny green eyes, creamy skin, lovely hair and I'm average size thanks to a lap band but when I look in the mirror I see the distorted features of the elephant man. I sometimes cover mirrors and never allow photographs. I plan on working on that as soon as I get my depression a little more stable.

I wish it weren't so. I shun people before they can shun me and when I go to the beach I die a little inside.