I care for and support you too as you go through this tough time. It's not helping you mentally that you've gone through surgery and had that pain pill scare. Your emotions are probably all over the place right now. Please keep posting if it helps you and we can keep supporting you. Please be very gentle and compassionate with yourself. I don't know your story but I'm very angry at your mother right now. She is not being supportive. I am a mother with a daughter and that's not acceptable behavior. I'm sorry you are going through this. We're here.