I really apologize for not including you in the conversation. I have not talked to bptoo for over a year and we were really close (I even ate his lasagna). I just had too much to say and too many emotions overflowing; I wasn't purposely ignoring you, my mind was racing with everything that I hadn't told Bptoo (eg. my prolonged absence here, not calling him at home, the results of the court case in which my daughter was killed, my work situation, abandonment of my psychopharmacology career, the 4th month of renovations of my house, an accident where I rear-ended a lady and am now being sued, etc.) I was trying to remember all of this and type it, but I just got everything muddled and my concentration was strained. It was too hard to switch gears to meet you.

Can you forgive me? Very Sincerely - Cam