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So what....I am sick.....so damn what.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Here's damn what Justy..we freakin' care dammit!!

We give a flyin' flip! As do your doctors and therapist. As do your kids.

As do many on this board.

So I'm sorry that you are being triggered by this..........the reality is you are very ill. No dodging that fact in any way shape or form.

It doesn't have to be the focus but working with this team in every way possible is a good thing to do.

Tell me to go suck a lemon but to watch someone die of organ failure from an ED? F that!!!!

I am not mad at you Justy. I'm mad at the disease because it robs one of the thinking. The body is robbed of nutrition and out of balance so the brain certainly is not balanced. I was in that place years ago Justy. Not to your extreme but permanent damage was done over the years and I'm still dealing with aspects of it in ways.

So I'll get lost but I care and you are very ill and near the place of not being able to make your own choices. Not anything to do with intelligence Justy............the brain is sick and you aren't making wise choices.

Let them help you please.

This ED IS TRYING TO KILL YOU!!!

You are stronger than the ED. Please keep fighting to get well and allow help in.