I had to make contact with the cousin who made a habit out of touching me in places I should not have been touched and do things I should not have been doing. I can feel my self slipping downward fast. I am so full of hurt and anger and I don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to lay in my bed. I check my closets and under my bed because I need to make sure he is not there. I have even told my boss I cannot work today. I just don't know what to do. Knowing he will be in the same city I am in in a week scares me so bad. [emoji20] I am literally a big ball of sadness and I don't know what to now.