xRavenx,
I'm sorry you've had to deal with this on top of everything else.
It seems we should be able to count on understanding and compassion from ur mothers when in need.

I can relate, as I've had an experience recently where my mother regressed and became abusive. I'd suddenly felt like the sad, bullied, abused little girl I once was. Yet, instead of remaining passive, like I did as a little girl, a tiger rose up inside of me and I stood up for myself.

Like your mother, mine often will not take responsibilities for her words and behaviors.

I am very sorry your mom could not be present with kindness and compassion for you. It hurts, I know.

(((((( xRavenx ))))))

May you feel Love and Support surround you.


WC