Thank you....and I don't understand myself either.....I am in confusion...I can't grasp into understanding.....I did speak to a friend who is a therapist yesterday for about 5 hours...okay that is love....I just wish I would have recorded the words shared....it is as if there is no holding of wisdom in my brain...thank you for your response....and thank you for being there on the other end of my words....it was difficult to set my fingers to the keys.....I had such a wish to fling my mind away.....
Thank you....