((((((((((((((((( mtd ))))))))))))))) I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend.

It's times like these that we take stock in our lives, we take good hard looks at ourselves and where we are for we can see what is lost too young.

Even though you may be feeling you should accept more help in your recovery, you have already done a lot to be where you are today. Please don't loose sight of the hard work you have already done. Maybe it is now time to take the next step or leap of faith to continue on your path. I for one certainly hope so

Again, I'm so sorry for your loss. It's painful and sad. Sending you warm thoughts and strength to get through this difficult time.


sabby