My husband asked me to open up and talk to him cause when I went IP a month ago it blind sided him. So I have been telling him how much I'm struggling and he told me I dwell too much. He makes me feel weak, like I should be able to pull out of this. He said I'm worse now then when I went IP. The thing is I usually hide most of it. I put on that dreadful mask and make like I'm coping well. I'm too tired and I just don't want to do it anymore. Then he makes it about him which depresses me even more. He told me I could leave if I wasn't happy with him. I have done everything in my power to let him know he is my everything. I just don't know how I am going to do this anymore.