I have great compassion for you, as feeling so enraged so often must feel horrible.
In all honesty, I feel attributing these rages to bipolar illness is further stigmatizing bipolar illness.
I hear people asking if others are bipolar because they fly into rages. The answer is no. That idea is erroneous.
I know several people living with bipolar illness and they do not fly into sudden and repeated rages. It's not a part of their experience.
I agree with Nammu and BioChE, these sudden and repeated rages are much more likely an anger management issue.
Many people fly into rages and they do not live with bipolar illness.
I feel strongly you are doing the entire bipolar community, world-wide, a disservice by attributing your explosive anger to bipolar illness.
That said, I am sorry you suffer these rages. It has to feel horrible to be in the midst of these explosions, and so often. I hope you can find help for this ongoing problem.

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