So I got an appointment with this dude on the 30th; as far as I know he is supposed to be a specialist with personality disorders... We'll see...

But its a dude!!!
I'm so uncomfortable with this, but whatever, I'll try it... If he's a specialist and can help me then maybe it will be ok right?

I've NEVER talked to a dude before.
So not looking forward to it.... But hopefully he can actually Diagnose me and tell me what the hell is going on