Oh t I was so mad last night. I was ready to quit. Had a right hissy fit here which I managed to delete most of. How embarrassing that I was acting so childish. I knew I was in the little girl mode or whatever. I saw it. I stopped it and deleted her rantings and told her I'm the adult here and this is how it's gonna be. When do I get to the point where she doesn't get to act out?? Thanks for your response to the email I sent before I started on the wine. It means a lot to hear you say how much I have grown. I have, but I let the little girl have a tantrum after I started drinking. Lesson learned. Check in with her first before opening the wine..... Ah I really feel like I am getting someplace now. I've got this, t. I do.