Okay, I'm both excited and nervous about tomorrow. I guess the first time with a boyfriend or girlfriend is going to leave a person feeling this way. My ex was a virgin when we first met and had zero experience, so I haven't had proper sex for nearly 5 years now, since I was with my first ex. By proper, I mean sex where it doesn't end up in frustration because the guy can't stay hard for more than a minute or two. I need a proper romp between the sheets and tomorrow I am going to get it. Just have to get through work today first, haha.