I used to journal a lot...and I used to write AbusivePDoc a lot...I had many thoughts and secret feelings written down for him. Then there was a lawsuit. My writings and MH chart were released to AbusivePDoc's lawyers. The other side picked and chose whichever dab of information supported their case...they left out a lot of helpful communications (of course) and exaggerated and lied about whatever they could. That's what made me stop journaling..knowing (now) how they are. My own private thoughts, dreams and were used against me.

I got rid of all the lawsuit stuff. I didn't want my family to have to sort through those details one day. And, ha! I'm writing about it all over again on this message board and in emails to PrevT and T. I hope my family will wipe my computer and iPad clean without reading all this.