Also suggesting research on bipolar II. A lot of what you said sounds like bipolar, but then again, it might not be it.

Are you seeing a therapist right now? You should ask what they think, and maybe print the list of your symptoms (or just tell if you remember all of it ).

I guess a lot of bipolar folks can lead a pretty functional life, but it helps if you get the right meds, especially if you get suicidal when you're depressed.