You've definitely changed how you work with me, t. I feel it, you know? Plus I'm not dumb (even though my college transcript disagrees). I know I've changed too, but it isn't just me, 'we' just feel different. And so do you. The last few times I've been there it's like you've become invisible... oh I see you sitting there, but if you texted me as I walked to my car and asked me what color your shirt was that day, I would not know. Of course I would guess black because you've always worn black a lot, but I would not know for sure. The other day, it's like I wasn't even seeing you at all. Where'd you go, t?! Can we even talk about this? Maybe it's a good thing. Maybe it's what I need to finally leave you. And yes after I said what I realized about myself the other day, I did feel the energy in the room change. The most drastic change that's ever happened there. Interesting. I don't know how to explain it other than I was hurting big time.