I am back from the hospital.

well, I was actually back on tuesday but today has been the first day i've been well enough to really post.

I am still very week, and very depressed.

but I know I have a lot of catching up to do (on my computer, TV, around the house, with friends) I am trying to do all that to take my mind off it all

had a pretty severe pannic attack today, but was eventually able to control it

I am actually starving. I can't wait for my food tonight