I couldn't find my sleep medicine last night - no sleep. I easily found it this morning. Going to my niece's graduation (my hostile sister's daughter) and all day celebration tomorrow, have to get ready to go to Florida for two weeks (added pressure) by Jun 3 and my daughter who usually cheers me up is mostly gone for the next week starting today. Folks, we're talking about where taking a shower is a big accomplishment. I don't know that I can do this.