Thank you for commenting.

I am not sure about giving her a birthday gift anymore. I've been seeing her for 4 years and she bought me something every year. She was also the one who started with gifts on birthdays. It was only last year I bought her something.

I also think that when someone makes you feel safe, when she knows how to comfort you and how she gives you affection, etc. You eventually start to trust that person and feel love for her. I just wanted to express it to her, what does she do, that make me love her. She could interpret it also as why she is a good therapist for me. Or what does she do, that helped me grow emotionally.