Hello.
I found what you wrote to be so beautiful and tragic and touching and honest.

If you have more thoughts like these. Please share them/get them out there/publish them/blog them.

I know they are not meant as any sort of creative endeavor. I know you are communicating. Please don't be offended by my reaction. They are in no way meant to devalue your feelings and emotions.

I wish for peace for you, and everyone here.