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Her face at first just ghostly, turned a whiter shade of pale. She said "there is no reason and the truth is plain to see."
Whiter Shade of Pale ~ Procol Harum
I'm "feeling a little sea sick" but "the crowd called out for more".
It's me. Putting on a show. Not sleeping well. Lots of crying. Lots of unproductively. Wanting to die. Sad that my pdoc won't put me on an anti depressants. Not sure what to do. After June 2nd, I'll be seeing newish therapist twice a week per my Pdoc. Not sure how to cope in the interim.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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