Sorry to not be around much lately. Some reading. Wishing the best to all.

Been busy. Pushing through, because I'm not into it at all. But duty calls blah, blah, blah. I'm pretty lost, really. So many things. So much waiting. So much pressure, but needs to be done in a very particular way (sorry so vague). Technical issues, fun stuff. Feeling ancient and inept. Job searching is a nightmare with so many restrictions.

Can't decide how I'm doing. Sometimes I think well enough that I want to start messing with my meds (probably won't though). Other times… not so much. But it's probably just life wearing me down. I can FEEL the meds keeping some degree of sucky reality at bay. That is a good thing.

Hugs to all. Sorry to not be replying more.