So here's the follow up. I spent a couple of nights in the hospital-not by choice of course. Then the hospital decided I am well enough to attend the day program, which I have been going to for two days now. I have a ways to go, and I have to work hard because the psychiatric hospital is just across the street, and I don't want to go back, As for work, I went on Family Medical Leave.
Thanks for helping me out.
Bluemountains