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Originally Posted by ElsaMars
I feel this need and urge to PUSH just like with childbirth. It's so heavy and awful and it effects my mood so bad. I hurt so bad I'm in tears that won't stop. When will this madness end? I can't go on like this and my doctor is dragging his feet on finding a solution. I won't make it if something is not done.
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Try the ER it sounds like you might have a kidney stone, they hurt like the devil. I also felt like I need to push and I would try when I urinated. I hope they find what is going on soon.
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Originally Posted by Innerzone
Sorry to not be around much lately. Some reading. Wishing the best to all. 
Been busy. Pushing through, because I'm not into it at all. But duty calls blah, blah, blah. I'm pretty lost, really. So many things. So much waiting. So much pressure, but needs to be done in a very particular way (sorry so vague). Technical issues, fun stuff. Feeling ancient and inept. Job searching is a nightmare with so many restrictions.
Can't decide how I'm doing. Sometimes I think well enough that I want to start messing with my meds (probably won't though). Other times… not so much. But it's probably just life wearing me down. I can FEEL the meds keeping some degree of sucky reality at bay. That is a good thing.
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Hey InnerZone it is good to see you
. Sorry you are having a tough time. Job searching really does suck, I hope you can luck up on one that is good for you. Feel better my friend
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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
Met with pdoc today. I am very down. Hopeless. The depression continues.
More med adjustments. Again. I am very lucky to have him.
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I hope the new med changes help, I know you have been down for quite some time.
