I don't want to talk about how shi-tty my childhood was or anything right now, but I want to say that I've come to a place where I can't stand being surrounded by anything reminiscent of my father.

That being said, my big concern is when you cannot get rid of him completely because of his face, that face that hurt you so bad in the past is always with you... it's on you.

Have you ever experienced anything remotely similar to this? From simple manners to looking exactly like the person who hurt you, body or soul-like.

I just hate it. I hate that. I don't hate my father, though... not anymore at least, as things have been forgiven, but I'm not sure I love him either. I mean, I prefer to keep my distance, you know? He makes me feel uncomfortable.

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