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Originally Posted by ruh roh
I think they do a lot of that, for good reason, even though it can be infuriating. Revelations about myself don't mean anything unless they come from me. It just pisses me off to have someone having them long before me and just waiting it out, even though it wouldn't have helped and could have caused harm/hurt if they said it first.
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Well you do have a point there. I probably would have gotten upset at her if she'd just told me. I suppose I already know that -that she has waited me out on a lot of things - this was just one of those super big, if I'd realized it sooner things would be different by now, kind of things. You wouldn't believe how the energy in the room changed after I said it out loud - it went very, very still like even the air didn't want to move. I felt very deep within myself. Maybe that's why I thought t was going invisible - because I was so deep within myself working right from my very core to accept what I'd realized so I could begin changing it.