When I'm depressed, yes. I'm sorry you are feeling so crappy, Sadandl0nely.

A bit frazzled tonight, so alas I have no great words of wisdom, but wanted to let you know that you are heard. Welcome to the forums!

Hey, that's a positive right there. There's lots of understanding here. I hope you can begin to take some comfort in that. Hope you quickly find yourself feeling at home here. You're not a loser. Depression's just a really convincing liar.