Right now, I feel like dirt. Over the past week, i have been angry at my father and i dont really know how to let go of it. its been making me feel crappy. im feeling crappy right now. the anger comes from several "lectures" that I've been hearing. theres some other baggage thats making me feel crappy. deep down, I am insecure about myself.

Whenever I hear about someone else's accomplishments, i tend to get jealous. i dont really want to feel this way but it just "occurs". since i am insecure, i tend to find faults within others.

i have a slight autistic problem, as well. this has made me feel alienated.

i have some insecurity problems. this makes me dislike myself. im having a hard time feeling okay about myself right now. i may be exaggerating.

most of this is all over the place. but this is the best way that i could get it out.

How do i cope with these problems? Any advice?