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Originally Posted by OtakuLory
I have no idea what is actually wrong with me, I've never been able to get diagnosed so I have just been asking random strangers for help which just makes the list larger and It doesn't help but I will list some of the answers I've received.
Depression, anxiety, Bipolar Disorder, Psychosis, and Puberty.
I've had suicidal thoughts and I've self-harmed when I get overwhelmed or confused I will roll myself into a ball clutch my head and bite my lip while crying. I hate myself so much that It is hard to put into words and I just don't understand anymore...Sure it could be puberty but for some reason, I don't want that it's almost like I want a disorder I do want one and that's horrible because I wouldn't wish it on anyone ever!...besides on myself...
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I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling right now. It sounds to me like you might be in your teens. Have you spoken to your parents about this? I think it's very important that you see a medical professional to start, who can rule out physical causes, and then see a therapist. If this doesn't seem feasible to you, can you reach out to a counselor in your school? The Social Worker that worked in my daughter's school was very helpful when she was struggling. But please do reach out to someone.
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