I AM HATING MYSELF BIG TIME RIGHT NOW!
I CAN THINK OF SO MANY WAYS TO CUT THE PAIN RIGHT OUT!
SO MANY WAYS TO STOP THE HURT THAT IS BEATING ME UP ON THE INSIDE.
SO MANY IDEAS FLYING IN MY HEAD...
I JUST WANT RELIEF...
SO DON'T FREAKING TELL ME IT ISN'T SOOTHING!