Yes. You mentioned isolation. That is exactly where I'm at. I've become an introvert. My friends will knock on my door and I hide in the back room so they won't hear me. I know. That's messed up. I just want to be alone and drink. That's sick right?? It was different when I was getting off suboxone. I didn't get the depression during it (but after I did). But it made me normal. And numb. But now I quit the subs and I'm back to the bottle and want nothing to do with humanity at all. Ughhhhh. I kid myself by saying "yay I'm off this drug!" Then I go back to drinking. I just can't ****ing cope.