Dear MC,
I have this fear that someone (the T next door to my T or one of the other T's walking by outside) overheard what I was saying about you to T through the open window. And that it got back to you. And that you're going to bring it up Monday. Of course I can't ask you about this without saying that I was talking about some stuff with you to T. Not that you'd care about that, I'm sure, since I've done that before, and you know that.

But...maybe I feel a little guilty for some of what I was saying about your fuzzy boundaries--and then T's reaction to it. T said she wouldn't say anything about it to you, per my request...but another T wouldn't have to keep my confidentiality, I assume. Though it would be kinda sketchy for them to be like "I overheard client x saying something through an open window," wouldn't it? I'm likely worried about nothing.

I think it's mostly guilt about talking about you negatively behind your back...plus the fear that you'll find some reason to take things like e-mail or texts away--like if some other T heard about it and called you on it. But I guess the main thing comes down to those fears...and the guilt. Which probably could sum up my psyche pretty well in general: fear and guilt...

Love you,
LT