I will greatly admit - I am a neurotic, depressed person but I don't normally show it (I am able to act normal and friendly around others). However, I know it is not healthy to sit in my house all day, everyday and do absolutely nothing. I mainly isolate myself because I honestly don't know what to do lol. I don't have many friends, and I don't have many interests. For whatever reason, not a lot of things appeal to me and it does bother me. I will go out with my family to watch a baseball game, or something like that, but my mind always drifts off into wondering about something else because I am so uninterested. I kind of want to pick up something and stick with it, but I am not sure where to start.

Can anyone here provide any recommendations, especially for someone like me who doesn't have any friends? I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me, but I'm being honest. Change starts with me, but I have no idea where to start.

Thanks!