So I had a lovely dream about J last night (the woman I had a summer-long relationship with many years ago when I worked at the Grand Canyon). In the dream I had gone back to work there again, and she was there, I go see her and sit next to her at a party, ask if she remembers the last time we were there, of course she does. she looks the same in my eyes though of course we are both older now. It feels surreal to sit next to her again. I am so happy. I tell her I will never leave her again.

I woke up feeling SO happy.