Well since my last post was wrote roughly 6-7 weeks ago, since then I've ended up in the emergancy room over night, have lived with my mum since coming out of hospital, I went from manic to depressed and now I'm having mixed episodes, I've read all my true life bipolar stories books (roughly 10 of them) and now feel ready to go back to my own property and be with my four cats again full time. Although I'm concerned about going back to my flat because the psych nurse I saw at the hospital recommended I come off my Quetiapine 300mg and he would get me into my mental health clinic within a week, well I'm still waiting since he discharged me from the hospital. So I'm not medicated, my flat is a mess thanks to my cats going crazy, but can't stay with my mum no longer otherwise my older brother will cause me to crack again as he always trying to have arguments with me then blames me for starting them which I hadn't done. Also if I go back home it means I will not eat again, yet mum only just got me to start eating little but often. Don't know really what else to say or even what to do for the best, I just know I can't keep being with my mum and stressing her and worrying her so much anymore as her health isn't the best as it is.