I was able to resist. Like I said, I don't drink so I would have had to go to the store and buy some. I don't like alcohol at all so there would have been no pleasure in the taste. It would have been like taking a foul tasting medicine.

I knew it was a bad idea anyway. Thanks for your feedback. It helped me get through the evening. I'm o.k. today - a mellow sad instead of an excruciating sad.