I know my current "routine" is not a healthy one. I do need outside involvement but my avoidant personality makes it so much harder to try new things. Its like walking through a brick wall. It can be done but with much more energy expended.

I am 43 with no qualifications. There is a program that helps either find jobs or get the schooling for a job. I already tried that and failed as I let my ex control me in not going farther. In July I can reapply and try again. But I have a little more than a month until then.

I also tried to find community classes I would be interested in but didn't find anything.