As a mom, I can understand all of your worries about wanting your sick child to feel better. It makes sense that you want to protect your child to avoid any harm. Be easy on yourself because these are all good concerns. You have to trust that YOU are doing the right thing for your child. And that you will be calm and make the right decisions when he needs you. This is what I have to remind myself of everyday, it is ok to take time for YOU to be OK so you can be a better mom.