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Originally Posted by childofchaos831
Not part of my experience, but...
Usually when the abuser is aware of the alter and/or tried to create alters, give them names, train them, that is common in RA. Ritual abuse is usually a cult or religious setting. But the same behaviors can be used by parents or caregivers, or really any abuser. To the same effect... it's a lot harder to deal with later on in life, because the programming is so deep and the alters do not trust anyone for a long time.
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I have the history report that was given to my psychologist and in there it said "the dissociated parts were terrorized into silence by the extensive training component of the abuse" but I don't know where that came from or what it means. I am too scared to ask my psychologist about it because.... i don't know I am just scared. I am scared there is something i don't know and don't want to know. I know I have to talk to her when she comes back from vacation about the parts being too scared to tell her who they are though. She knows their names they just cant say "I am Jess" or whoever when they are there in front of her and that is what she wants them to be able to do. She has been pressuring to do that for weeks and weeks and it is just too hard.