T2, Thanks for your texts back; they were very kind & supportive.
Not surprisingly I feel like complete **** right now, and kinda like I am being messed with, although I don't think he is doing it on purpose.
Nonetheless I am hurt and angry.
I thought I had broken this pattern years ago, but now I am not sure.
I guess I am angry how much I care about him (and b/c I really do feel jerked around). But I am so angry that I feel almost numb.
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"Take me with you,
I don't need shoes to follow,
Bare feet running with you,
Somewhere the rainbow ends, my dear."
- Tori Amos
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