yeah, we have talked about it a lot more today. he said that is the only time in the 2 years we have been together that he has looked at it. he said he feels like he was testing himself and that it made him feel really good that it didnt turn him on. but he felt that he couldnt talk to me because he didnt have a clear cut reason why he was doing it. he also very easily could have just deleted the history which makes me feel like he subconsciously wanted to be caught so that we could talk about everything thats going on.
in the end its turned out to be a blessing. now i know that no matter what happens i wont lose my feelings for him and i guess its kind of made us stronger over the past day or 2. i feel like if we can get through this crazy situation then we can get through everything.
thanks for the responses.
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