just keeps getting better and better(sarcasm)...let's talk about trust for minute ok...for me there is no such thing as trust...especially in myself...but my trust in human nature has been solidified in just the last few weeks...my aren't I the lucky one...twice...count them...twice I was stupid enough to trust someone and twice I was shot down but then I knew it would happen...the only thing I trust is my God and He is treading on thin ice at the moment...I know people here wont understand...but believe me when I say...trust your instincts...that gut feeling that tells you all is not right...it will save you so many heartaches and emotional turmoil...I will end now and have myself a nice little breakdown...see you guys...and thanx...